The Rainbow Behind the Trees

I've never really been a basketball fan, but since thesee good and to find new opportunities -- even peace
Dallas Mavericks were in the championship series, myof mind, and yes, joy. Her faith-inspired point of view
Texas pride made me watch. With each agonizingled us to a new home in a new city, a career for her
game (specifically the last four), I remembered why I'mand a new life for both of us.My memory of those
not a basketball fan -- the game seems filled withchildhood days is not of lack, uncertainty or fear. I
unfair foul calls. I know I sound like a sore loser -- and Inever even thought of myself as homeless or poor.I
am. My Texas pride may be acting up again!Still, evensuppose I could look at my childhood experience with
though I screamed out my frustrations over what Iregret. But those days for me were a great gift -- a
considered unfair calls, I also yelled for the boys tolesson in how to beat the odds. How to overcome the
step up their game. I encouraged them to do a betterinsurmountable. How to begin anew when all is lost.
job at making their shots, rebounding and so forth.How to find something good in every moment.I learned
Even if some foul calls were bogus, I still believed theythat a different outlook can change the course of our
had the ability to win the games.Now that the series islives. We have to take responsibility for our thoughts
over, I'm reflecting on how the game of basketball isand actions every moment. Mary Baker Eddy wisely
sometimes like our lives. Or at least like my life.Manyadvised, "Your decisions will master you, whichever
times I've felt life was unfair -- like nothing was goingdirection they take." And she encouraged again and
my way. And in those times anger, disappointment andagain to, "Stand porter at the door of thought."We can
depression victimized me: Poor me. "It wasn't my fault."do this because God gives us the ability and the
"I didn't have a choice." "There was nothing I could dostrength to govern our lives in harmony and
about the cards I was dealt but to accept them andpeace.After I married, my greatest battle with what I
suffer through it."Fortunately, my mama taught me aconsidered the unfairness of life began when our
lesson long ago that has helped me learn how to pulldaughter was two years old. We were ready to
myself up from what feels like life's unfair dealings.Thecontinue growing our family. But more children didn't
lesson, or storm of events, began one Septemberarrive. Year after year, I struggled with disappointment
evening when I was ten years old. It wasn't a hurricaneand depression, as well as anger and frustration. My
or a tornado. But it was equally devastating and formantra was, "Why me, Lord?"I can't say that I
me, and just as sudden.I was taking my bath, gettingovercame my struggle as quickly as I wish I had. But
ready for bed, when my mama unexpectedly cameas I learned in my childhood, it would require a new
through the door. She promptly whisked me out of theoutlook to move my life forward. As it turns out, a
tub to make a quick escape from her bitter and angrygrateful heart was imperative. My love and desire for
ex-husband -- my dad. He hadn't been able to acceptchildren didn't end. And children did come into my life --
the divorce. My mama had been warned by a relativejust in a different way than I had expected. I became a
that he was on his way to our place with violentkindergarten teacher. And not long after that, my
intentions.There was no time to pack, so we left withteenage niece came to live with us.I've concluded God
what little could be grabbed in a flash. I was never todoes answer our prayers -- just not always in the
see my home or my dad again.For the months thatway we outline. When I'm certain of God's
followed, we were homeless with little money.Manyever-presence, I'm able to respond to whatever
have asked my mama what enabled her to survivecomes my way, calmly and confidently assured of
those times. I suppose some might call it a "can-do"God's directing.And God is always directing. I just can't
spirit. Perhaps a positive attitude. Maybe a cheerfulhear Him very well while whining about life being unfair.
outlook. Or a "never-give-up" perspective. My mamaBut when I stop whining, I see the solutions and new
could never be brought down -- for long, anyway.I canopportunities that God is providing that enable me to
only explain that it had something to do with her faith --overcome and succeed in spite of what might seem
her faith in a new concept of God that she waslike the "unfair fouls" of life.Annette Bridges is a Religion
learning. A God that is good and omnipotent. A loving& Spirituality columnist for United Press International
God who will steer His children safely amid any storm.and lives on a north Texas ranch with her husband,
A God who has given His children the ability to proveJohn. For the past 25 years, she has been a student
evil powerless. A God who sent His son, Christ Jesus,of Christian Science, the method of healing explained in
to teach us how.Her faith-filled outlook gave us hope.Mary Baker Eddy's book, "Science and Health with
And her faith-filled perspective brought us the vision toKey to the Scriptures.